剧情介绍
1988年，严斯麦克斯考因长期处于不安全感而杀死他长达13年的伴侣－丹麦的出柜同志畅销作家克利斯汀坎普曼，严斯在受刑获释后，首度在本片中提及往事、该事件的始末以及自己挥之不去的罪恶感。本片以北欧电影的冷冽感，来叙述这个看似骇人听闻的事件，搭配即将此一事件搬上舞台的舞台剧排练，深入人物的内心，让他将自己多年之间的心理状态娓娓道来。
In 1988 Jens Michael Schau killed his life companion of thirteen years in a jealousy fit. As his partner was Denmark's best selling author and leading open homosexual Christian Kampmann the scandal was unprecedented. What went wrong? In this new documentary by award winning director Jonas Poher, Jens Michael Schau tells his story for the first time. Schau was sentenced to ten years in prison and served his time in a psychiatric hospital. He was released after seven years. Today he lives an isolated life forever punishing himself for what he did. The film evolves around the question: How do you live with having done something unforgivable, something for which you can't even forgive yourself? "I never know if people will greet me or not when I meet them in the street, or even if they will acknowledge me. That is my cross to bear, one can say. That is, you're convicted and you serve your time, and in theory you are free. But of course you aren't really free. " Jens Michael Schau says in ...
